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I'd really like to just apologize to all of my watchers and my friends and even to the people who just randomly glance across my page. I haven't updated in a really, really long time and I just feel so guilty about it. I've been incredibly busy lately (especially during January.) and the drive hasn't really been there. I've wanted to draw, but then the thought of even just picking up a pencil seems like it isn't worth it. I've just been uninspired, I suppose. There isn't much that is catching my eye enough to want to put the effort into drawing it. It sucks, and I hate it.

THANKFULLY, though.. This past weekend I spent hours and hours and hours running a game of Shadowrun with my fiance and our best friends. It's a cyberpunk tabletop rpg, and it is completely enthralling. Getting to be the GM/DM/Whatever you want to call it really got my creative juices pumping. I wrote out stories, improvised missions and chats and battles and characters and situations. It was just fascinating, and now, I am motivated to start drawing again. I'll be probably drawing Bubble, and my Shadowrun character Mana, along with the art I owe .

I just want to say that I appreciate you all sticking around even when I hit my lows, or when I'm on a drawing high and produce weird, not very good art. (Frankly, though, I think all of my art isn't very good. x-x ) I'll take requests from anyone, and will more than likely accept all of them - as freebies. I want to run commissions, but I really don't feel like anyone would buy anything from me, and my art really isn't that good enough to spend money on anyways.

So, to end this little mini-rant - I was gone, I was unmotivated, but I'm back and I'm kinda itching to draw some more. Send me some cutesy, creepy, monster girl, pastel goth, fairy kei, lolita, and/or curvy girl requests. I want some things to doodle up. ♥



also i really love all of you and i'm really happy now and i'm finally able to start my own fairy kei coords so i might upload pics of my face omfg
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